round hole, square peg? or something.

so, i have titled three different posts tonight. forcing myself back to blogging like i used to is proving to be a task.

first i thought, oh, i'll post about how i'm potty training mallory and how i wish i had SOME clue how the nannies in Et did it so efficiently. i'll write about the differences in him when he was her age. nah...

oh, i could write about turning 30. how it's been over a month and i'm sort of over it. a lot of my favorite people are over 30. although i do see some differences in my face that i'm not thrilled with. nah, who cares?

i guess i could write about my relationships and how i feel like some of them are being well maintained while others suffer and fade. and how i am okay with it...sometimes it's just a natural progression. i imagine things will change with some of them, and then again, maybe not. i am so grateful for the people i know are always true and positive. but no, who cares about all that drama?

oh, ok, i'll post about the pregnancy. oh, dear god, no. i'm already one of THOSE women who doesn't stop whining or bragging, or both. i will refrain from that topic SOMETIMES. ;)

OOH....i know. lindsay lohan? mel gibson? no. the Governor primary? snooze. how much i like ke$ha's new song? embarrassing.

so, in closing, while yeah....i'm blogging, it's not the same. posts use to write themselves in my head all day long and all i had to do at night was type it out. so much more fun. but i'll keep forcing it, and i hope it doesn't annoy my 6 remaining readers. i think it will come back to me...i think...

;)